考研心路：从头再来

回到北京不久，在自习室学习的久违而又熟悉的寂寞中，在过去和现在的情感模糊而又真实的波动中，在曾经是主人而如今是过客的感慨与失落中，在对未来的迷茫与不安中，深夜一次次等待收音机中刘欢《从头再来》的响起。某天夜里，忽然就拿笔写下了这些。

昨夜多少故事

都已经飘散在风里

一年奔波　再回故地

怎寻觅旧日影迹

明天萦绕梦里

却不再无助的哭泣

经过风霜　学会坚强

我不怕有任何风雨

茫茫人海之中

由我奔波的影子

有苦有泪　都咽下去

夜深才面对孤寂

我只是小小砂粒

却总想不迷失自己

窗外虽是　沉沉夜色

太阳明天还会升起

灯如海　人安在

纷繁之中寻找真爱

世事无奈　梦想还在

放下过去从头再来

So many romances we had had

Has disappeared in the flowing wind

Tired with the long journey

I come back here

But

How can I find our past?

What will my future be?

It always haunts my dream

But I will never weep hopelessly again

For I have become firm in the past storms

And

I no longer fear any fate

Hither and thither, the throng flows

Striving for future, I am merged in the crowds

I endure anything

However painful it may be

But I fear the loneliness

When the night comes to me

I am as trivial as a grain of sand

But I want to be what I should be

Though it is all dark outside the window

The sun will always rise up with a brand-new day

In the innumerable lamps

I cannot see your face

I will have found you forever

No matter where you will be

I have to face up to the reality

Cherishing a dream in my heart

Let bygones be bygones

Restart from scratch.